s'times i dun knw wat it is i am supposed to do. s'times i wake up at the mid of the nite and i see all dis time dat i hav and all the hours in a day and i collapse wit anxiety.
i ask myself at the end of each day, hav i done enough? did i accomplish enough? did i do sthg to change a life in a positive way? did i work on sthg towards a dream of mine?
i think of all the paths of ppl i cross bcoz i knw dat my purpose here is more than jst to walk the earth aimlessly, it is more than jst to feel the broken heart, it is to write these anecdotes, to heal others - life is complicated, but it is also beautiful. it is weirdly beautiful yet dats kinda ugly at the same time.
we need to knw dat theres sthg out there or sthg more for us to get towards, and forward, sthg more for us to achieve and i think we need to focus on all the time we hav, instead of the we dun - expectations dun lead to disappointment. wat leads to disappointment is not tryin at the first place. and gez wats worst? expecting sthg and it doesnt go ur way? or jst sitting there doin nthg, and not even tryin?
i am ranting, i knw. coz my brain tends to take over. but i guess i am jst sayin dat the time is precious, and we stimes over complicate everythg, hearts break, try and fail, fail and succeed - we r all hav some story worth sharing.
life is more than the box we trap ourselves in, and bein put down by our thoughts - we need to get out of our head, and get into the world.
get into the world. u shld.