Monday, February 27, 2017

wat if?

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wat do u say when they say they r fine? wat is left when it all goes wrong? wat can u do to make it all better? 

wat will happen if it all goes to hell?

so wat do u hav to worry about? see ur answer above. 


alrdy in INTAN Wilayah Tengah, or INTENGAH. as usual, nthg much in here. but i gez i will enjoy the nthgness so dat i will get the chance to hav a look into myself, and thgs to do next. 

Putrajaya is a nay. KSKB JB? i yet to tell. but i gez i will go to where i'd be appreciated, needed. stayin put in the same place for a long time, cld be toxic, sometime.


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"the hardest thg u ever do, will be not doing sthg".


dis is true for me.

i'be been ignoring him/her the last coupla days bcoz it is the only thg i knw. i've always ran bcoz i never learned to stay, and talk about thgs. i knw it well. call me coward, and i dun giv a fcuk. everybdy always left me, dat is how i learned it.

not confronting him/her is hard. and i am not goin to use ur advice, even tho it is true.

i am not goin to blame anyone else, tho i knw he/she will always did. i rather put thgs on myself, and get fcuk up. i am jst too stubborn for my own good.

but thanks anyway.


hav a good day ahead. leaving town again, for a week. i will see u, when i see u.
u take care.

Sunday, February 26, 2017


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if u can do nthg else, then tell the truth.

say, 'i dun knw who i was before now, and i dun knw who i will be trow'. say, 'there r thgs about me u'll never fix, and it is not ur job to fix me. take me or leave me alone'. say, 'i feel thgs i dun knw how to feel'.

say, 'we can be anythg, but we cant be everythg'. say, 'i can do nthg else, dis is me - and dis is all there is'.

and if anyone stays wit u, after u hav told them dat - stay wit them. 

as long as they'll hav u. 
and as long as they want u.


Monday, February 20, 2017


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everyone talks about love at first sight, like most of the time - but not once has some well-meaning soul turned to me and said other wise.

like, "do u knw how many years it takes to become strangers,again?".


Wednesday, February 15, 2017


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i am kept awake not only by the ppl dat i hurt, whether on purpose or accidentally, i am kept awake by everyone i hurt unknowingly - who might still be hurt.

dis is the hardest thg - u can never knw how many ppl u hurt, jst by being u.