woke up at the chirping sound of the birds at the window pane. sound mcm dlm movie plak, but dats the way it is. i wasnt 'wake up' literally pun - i cldnt sleep the whole nite. imagine by 11pm aku dah ngantuk, tp tak bley tdo - aku went outside and did a bit of gardening - a bit tak a bit la jugak - aku managed to clear up all the unwanted rumput and clear up the small garden tepi rumah aku tu. surprisingly aku finally managed to do dat.
by 1am, aku did some reading. few mags and a book yg aku beli few years back tp tak baca2. aku wanted to sleep - so aku switched off all the phones tabs etc, and aku refused to get online. golek2 wit some books kat bilik study aku - still tak bley lena. aku try to force myself baring dlm gelap, since mak selalu ckp try to do dat coz eventually aku akan lena jugak - aku ended up being so frustrated since tak jugak lena.
when down stairs, aku decided to sahur awal. by 3am.. aku dah tersandar kat sofa wit agar2 in my tummy, tea o ais limau, roti 2 keping and Nutella byk2.
and tv siaran mcm haram.
aku ingat few years back bila aku faced dis same problem - aku used to watered the plants tengah2 mlm and even basuh kereta. tp bila dah kena jerkah dgn jaga, aku dha mcm serik - w'pun i din do any salah, i am doin my own thang at my own compound - tp aku mls. they'll ask u loads of q's, and aku mls nak bersembang2 tgh2 mlm while ur jiran semua tgh tdo.
feel like goin to Big Bad Wolf. so i cld buy some books and post kat FB. dgn caption like 'hasil tuaian hari ni'. mcm tu. ok tak?