Saturday, June 20, 2015


on dis day, u read s'thg dat moved u and made u realize there were no more fears to fear. no tears to cry. ur heart turns into steel hard. no head to hang in shame. dat every time u tot u'd offended s'one, it was all jst in ur head and really - they love u wit all their heart and nthg will ever change dat. u believe in dat. or perhaps - u wanna believe in dat. but now ur not sure of it. doubts. and such. and dat everyone and everythg lives on inside u. dat dat doesnt make any of it any less real.

dat soft touches will change u and stay wit u longer than hard ones.

dat bein alone means ur free. dat ald lovers miss u and new lovers want u and the one ur wit is the one ur meant to be wit. u believe in dat. or perhaps - u wanna believe in it. dat the tingles runnin down ur spine is some kinda sign dat've made u change, and the whisper in ur ear - constantly. if u choose to hear em. dat everythg u want to happen, will happen. if u decide u want it bad enuff. dat every time u think a sad tot; u can think a happy one instead.

dat u control dat completely. utterly.

dat the ppl who make u laugh r more the beautiful than beautiful ppl. more beautiful than the ppl dat've put shyte on u. dat made u laugh more than u cry. dat cryin s'how is good for u. dat the ppl u hate, wish u wld stop and u hell do too.

dat ur frens r reflections of the best parts of u. dat frens come and go. dat good frens dun shyte at ur back and when they do - it cuts u deep and no Band Aid can heal the the wound. dat ur more than the sum total of the thgs u knw and how u react to em. dat how u react to em shows how good and better person ur. dat dancing is s'times more important than listening to the music.

dat the most embarrassing, awkward moments of ur life r more remembered by u and no one else. dat no one judges u when u walk into a room and all they really wanna knw is - if ur judging em. dat ppl treat u like shyte yet ur keeping ur head held high. dat perhaps, ur treating others dat way, too. dat wat u make and wat u do wit ur own time is more important than u'll ever comprehend and shld be treated as such. dat the difference between a job and art - is passion. dat neither defines who the hell u r. dat talkin to strangers is how u make frens. and dat how u mama told u when ur small - boy, u dun talk to a stranger!

dat bad days and but a smile can go around the world. dat life contradicts itself - hell, constatntly. dat dat's y it is so worth living. at least.

dat the difference between pain and love - is time. dat love.. love is only as real as u want it to be. dat if u feel good, u'll look good but it doesnt always work the other way around. and yes - dat how matter smart ur, thousands of certs ur having - dat wldnt make u a smart, 'brainy' person as yet.

dat the sun will rise each day and it is up to u each day is u match it. dat birds will still chirping out ur window pane. dat nthg matters up until dis point. dat wat u decide now, in dis moment - will change the future. forever. dat if u ever make a mistake, admit it and say sorry. dat it is worth bringing dat stupidity into ur grave.

dat rain is beautiful. dat u - ur beautiful


selamat berbuka puasa.

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