16 Nov. 2015, 6.45am.
i did dis again - it was my second Ipoh International Run 2014, today. i remember participating the same event coupla yrs back. but dis time around - i am on my own. running alone, is completely a different feeling - rather than u hav frens to share the surging adrenaline wit. but its ok - i managed to finish it up good.
personal time - kinda tak manis to compare wit my We Run Sitiawan months back. it was like 1hr 18mins for 10km. and out of anthg at all - seriously aku tak perasan yang the medal wld be given to the first 200 runners, in Men Open. and yeap - being at dat particular time, watdya expect?
aku bawak balik sijil je. and a lil bit of hati nan membengkak. hahaha
nah, i wanna be realistic in here. malas nak bermuka2 and full of hypocrisy. mmg aku lari to get the medal. it'd be a great motivation for me, God sake. to be better. to wanting for more. and ofkoz - aku lari utk kesihatan, utk kurus, utk kill time, for sort of diversion.. wat else? u name it cpt. they r all in the list, trust me. huhu
but then again - aku ok je. last time Ipoh Run yg sama jgk, aku dpt sijil je. shldve kept in mind dat they r providing medal for the finishers, as allocated. again, as allocated. so kalo ko lari dlm kategori yg ramai org, and ko number 500 - ko still nak menjerit2 tak dpt medal?
mmg tak lar.. hahaha
but i feel good. seriously aku enjoy. running in the early morn., wit thousands of hypermanic ppl. running lintang pukang mcm kamben kuar kandang. i love dat feeling. and lari ramai2 mcm ni ko tak rasa penat. sekejap je dah settle - w'pun ko lari terkedek2. beza dgn lari sorang tiap2 ptg tu. menangis sementara nak abes.
ok. itu melampau.
and btw - IIR2014 seriously tenggelam since PBIM2014 ari ni jugak. bygkan 60k lari on the jambatan. sah2 berapa ketul je yg stay back lari kat Ipoh neh. and i read somewhere ramai yg bengang and kensel lari for IIR since clash, and they chose PBIM instead. me? ermm.. since aku awal lagik dah reg IRR, kowser la nak refund bagai. w'pun event tertunda few months (since Sultan Perak mangkat), gigih aku lari jugak. cuma rasa pelik sket kot. its shld be IIW2014 kot - Ipoh International Walk 2014, since ramai yg muda2 mekap mcm nak pi Mydin, wit beg besar2 mcm wtf lari dr rumah, wit kasut mcm nak pi menjalang.. jalan saing ramai2 pegang tangan. eh, ko pi pasar or ko lari? again, lantak la. since dorg byr kot. kan?
and the rest of the day, aku spent at home. ngadap notes, assignments, jurnal, SPSS and all those shytes. i was tired, tp bila baring mata terkebil2 tak bley tdo. i hope i'd go crashing better jap lagik.
for those yg run for PBIM2014, congratulation. and for those yg run for IIR2014 - tahniah jgk lah. and yes - tahniah to myself, as well.
i hav nthg to prove to anyone at all - except to myself.
see, aku Finish.
pic seblm lari.
belakang tu jamban bergerak.
note to myself;