do u ever feel like ur just wasting ur life? like day after day - the same old routine. u runnin in circle - fighting for same old shyte? wat can we do to make ur life a worthwhile? wat do u want? wat makes u happy? wat shld u be doin so dat it doesnt feel like ur jst wasting away ur limited days on earth?
well, let me make it easy for u - wit all the q's. coz i do feel it dat way, especially now.
howdya find the meaning of life? waking up, off to work, come back home, crashing and by trow early morn., u go around the cycle, again. is dat it? wat r u really living for? hav u ever think of it? sometimes even if we do knw wat we want and wat wld make us happy - it feels like the world is freakin bent on conspiring against us - making sure we dun get it.
hav u even go thru dat? and feel it dat way?
its like fate doesnt want us to be happy. u wanna live life to the fullest but u dun even knw where to start. and even if ur living a happy life, and suddenly thgs turn out to be shitty shyte, and u wonder y. how do u do it? how do u stop the loneliness from creeping it? darn i hav no idea.
but maybe.. i said - maybe the answers r jst around the corner.
i am leaving str8 home. i dun feel like running. or to the gym either. and its raining after all.