i cld go for a run dis morn., but i din. balik surau dis morning - i was like thinkin hard to decide - to dive back into the bed, or siap2 pi lari.
and i gez u knw wat it is. by 10am smthg - baru aku bgun.
and ptg tadi - i cld be running, again. hahaha.. but then - instead of doin so - aku terbungkang kekenyangan, tersadai kat kusyen dpn tv like blue whale nak bunuh diri, sangkut tp pantai. imagine - kenduri 2 tempat, house warming lagik. duh. i hate everybdy, today.
owh, btw - aku nak share my playlist lah, those yg aku listen to when i do the running. most of the time - aku get hooked up to the phone lah, senang - since all the apps r there, malas nak penuh wayar satu badan dgn earphones etc. i used to listen to trance while running. i think its kinda cool. it is cool, alrite. cuma lama2 aku rasa bosan. music wit no vocals and such. trace do me good. aku rasa ringan, bersemangat and a bit kerasukan. haha over.
so - here we go. ko jgn rasa pelik dgn playlist aku plak. and jgn rasa gusar or ragu2. maybe ko tak suka - and serious aku dun giv a shyte pun. hahaha..
- Summertime Sadness - Lana del Ray (Cedric Gervais Remix)
- The MOnsters - Eminem feat Rihanna
- What's My Name - Rihanna feat Sean Kingston (remix)
- Aku Tak Peduli - Icona Pop (i.e I Dont Care.. haha)
- Diamonds - Rihanna feat Kanye West (remix)
- Hold On We're Going Home - Drake feat Majid Jordan
- Let Me Love You - Ne-Yo
- Numb - Usher
- Rescue - Yuna (hohohoho..)
- Let Her Go - Passenger
- New Day - Alicia Keys feat Dr Dre & 50Cents
- Play Hard - David Guetta feat Akon & Ne-Yo
- Team - Lorde
- Timber - Pitbul feat Ke$ha
- We Run The Night - Havana feat Pitbul
- What Now - Rihanna
- Falling - Yuna
- Lullabies - Yuna
and a few more..
i need somethg to get me distracted, when i am running. otherwise -i'll keep entertaining voices in my head askin me to 'haiyooooh, benti jap.. benti jap.. penat!' kinda thang. at least i had my thinkin on the songs, and let the feet do the thang - puttin one in front of another and keep moving.
despite dat i am doin dis alone (sedih, since i hav nobody to dis wit me), i think i started to love wat i am doin now. i knw - aku baru je mula berlari2 neh - and payah giler nak get it alrite like 10km wit in 1hr. ada je alasan. haih. but at least - i am doin it.
and as i keep on telling myself over and over again - i'll do better as time goes by.