i cant sleep, again tonite. its been so many nites, like dis before. and dis time around - insomnia kickin in hard. fcukin hard.
i think i am in stress. i knw i dun show it, heck i dun realize i am, but jst now - i almost burst into tears listening to some sad songs - i am thinkin of abah. of life i am living in. of me. myself.
and those sad songs had no significant meaning to me, anyway,
sigh. i hate dis.