aku tak bley tdo lagik semlm. awal lagik aku dah crashed in - by 10pm sthg - tp rite up till past midnite, aku still staring into the darkness, struggling to close the eyes. i am not sure y - literally aku penat jgk, seriously i jst dun knw y. perhaps thgs in my mind - which is, dammit aku tak sure jadah. i remember terlena - but i had the mind wandering still, which left me like tdo ayam. by 5am aku dah wide awake - and left me no reason to push myself and made me go sleep even more. aku bangun, mandi, tunggu Subuh. and ere i am.
and i am feeling like a Zombie now. u knw - dat feel, rasa berat je kepala. nampak katil and u feel like diving in. but i cant do dat - coz if i do dat - a) aku akan tdo forever like forever ever after.. b) still ended up terkelip2 mata tgk siling mcm ikan puyu.
i am hoping thgs will be better kat tempat keje nanti. perhaps when i get myself soaked in works and such - i will be ok.
mak lari, nak!
owh, btw - ptg semlm aku did the run. lately aku eager to do so. perhaps wit all the apps and such - it really motivates me. dulu2 pun aku lari2 jugak - tp bak kata kwn2 aku - lari kena wit goals n u hav to enjoy doin it. and dats y i am havin in me now. and i feel good. i feel damn fresh. and i am looking forward for more.
so smlm - i wanted to do way better then the days before. ala2 nak prove myself i can do better gitew. baru lari 100m, aku terdengar org panggil nama aku - ah, its Haji Talib. my ex-penyelia time aku keje kat Taiping dulu. nice, wise man. so aku benti, shake hand, tnya2 khbr2 sket, gelak2 plastik setakat mampu and think i'll get away - but i wasnt! so he kept telling me his pencen nyer plan, wat he did and such amd i was there like 'o, ye ke', 'iyerrr, aji?' and dlm ati.. argkh. 10mins wasted there.
and thanked God, aku managed to escape. aku lari, and i think i did it good.
3km and the sky came pouring down. berterabur aku lari ke wakaf tmpat aku parked kete. heh!
aku duduk2 kejap tunggu ujan renyai. and ujan tak renyai2 pun. did some burpees, and off aku balik dgn muka muncung ke tanah. dah la Ahad aku tdo je.. Isnin all day on the road, and Selasa ujan. huargkh.
harap2 ari ni tak ujan.. eh?
org dah azan. Subuh yaww.. see u around.