Wednesday, December 31, 2014
and the headache - think i gotta live wit it. it is a pain in the arse, alrite. but i gez once ur a part of it, and u knw how to deal wit it - u'll get stronger. and u'll overcome it for sure.
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
Friday, December 5, 2014
Thursday, December 4, 2014
it is so sick dat i wanna stick my fingers to my throat and vomit everythg out. bkn one finger, tp all the fingers, k. and projectile nye muntah.
Saturday, November 29, 2014
i hav to do dis way earlier, for i dun thk i can survive the nite. i am so tired. and i need to crash early. rmbr when ur arnd, we - ur kids - were eager to pick the phone up and be the first to wish u? and me, being the eldest, i never fail to be the first. u'd go gigglin away and like 'abah dah tua..'. and u thanked me for the tot.
thgs r difrnt now. so difrnt since u left us behind.
abah, Selamat UlgThn Kelahiran, abah. kalo abah ada, u'd be 68 now. i knw, ur arnd - in our heart, our mind. and so.
thgs r a lot difrnt now, bt the love, the tot of u will always remain the same.
along syg abah. so much it hurts.
Thursday, November 27, 2014
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
Sunday, November 23, 2014
Saturday, November 22, 2014
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Monday, November 17, 2014
Sunday, November 16, 2014
Friday, November 7, 2014
and btw - i i hav frens who were talented in various ways. one who pinned down her arse and read for the longest hrs in the whole wide world. i hav one who can stand hrs crunching numbers and wats not, one can read all and remember details, one has nice singing voices and hiding it, one can speak in public really well and make ppl jst go wit watever not the idea is and u cannot get back at, i hav a fren who can make jokes and u feel like so happily ever after wit him around, one loved history (euw) and hav it for breakfast and so and so.