it a long day. i tot, by the time i went off for the bengkel - wit my sleepy head, i cld jst pretend to be there and buat2 bizi sket, curi2 tlg sket, buat2 kecoh sket and off to the class at 10.30am - damn i was wrong. the bengkel task today was tough, mind challenging. i had to get thgs done keje smlm (individual) yg semlm tak siap2 (while most of the others dah siap..) and then trus start wit keje kump.
nak tak nak, i gotta participate and do thgs well - since Puan Tan of BPL ada je belakang aku like most of the time.. perhaps since first day lagik aku dah lawan cakap dia kot. heh. 10.30am - aku finished up my class wit PostBsc Psy., kelas 10.30am, bdk2 neh kuar rehat and masuk balik at 11am. 30mins aku bazir masa mcm org bodoh. nyirap jgk aku - tp fikir balik, lantak korang lah. korang bukan bdk2 basik kot. dah tua2 bangka. dah keje.. kalo aku perli, ckp sekali tak jgk fhm2.. be it lar. i wont stress myself over such silly thang.
and ptg - smbg keje kump yg tak siap2. since i am in Group 3, and they put us in a separate room - aku jadik tensen sket. tka bley ngulat. Group 1 & 2 kat bilik sebelah. tak bley aku go around and disturb others. hahaha
and the tot of goin to the gym by 5pm - aku kensel. bdk2 kumpulan aku so very the rajin, nak smbg after tea. 6.30pm aku still tersadai kat kelas, wit the others. masing2 muka mencuka muncung mcm c*pap, bersegi2 pakat stress.
tp nak jgk finish thgs up since mlm dorang mls nak dtg. sapa nak? aku pun tak nak weh!
7.30pm - aku finally home. otak tepu to the max, masuk rumah je nampak katil. aku mandi, Maghrib - golek2 tp tak plak bley lena.. did some reading, bancuh susu, Isya', idiotbox jap, so now - ere i am dpn lappy jotting dis down before i off crashing.
esok one more day to go. dammit i jst cant wait! blergkh.
and - balik rmh - goin thru the phone and u had all the above; phewwww.. i was blessed. i smiled from one ear to another. and i am, still. bukan selalu pun tp such remarks like the above - it is like once in a blue moon. bg aku - tak de pe yg paling best thru out dis kerjaya of mine - rather than being appreciated for wat i do - be it spelling tak btol ke, eja salah ke, apa ke - its the tot dat count. aku bukan cikgu BM pun. neither nor u. huhuhu
dis is the kinda thang dat suddenly boost me up, perk me up wit thgs dat i am doin, since lately aku btol2 out motivation to carry on.
owh. and dis is the award yg aku menang smlm. yes, Jejaka Ayu. shut up. there were like 4 lagik stdnts nominated for dis category. aku cldnt care less actually, since it was the stdnts nye event. dorang hav like award for some many thgs - and bila Ajak also nominated for kategori Sweet Talker - kitorang dah gelak2 kan Ajak. Sweet Talker? like, seriously? byk maki ada lah. hahaha.. and so bila nama aku last naik nominated in dis kategori, i was like, "shyte.. dun do dis to me!". and Ajak started like "padan muka hang" and Fina went like "ayu? OMG!!". aku terdiam jap, like "mati la aku.."
so pagi tadi, bila aku masuk ofc, first remark bila Ain nampak aku was like "Shah, ko ayu eh!". hahaha.. fine. mesti keje Fina! and there she was, at her desk, facing her lappy buat2 tak tahu.
apa2 lah. nyaris la budak2 aku. kalo bdk2 lain, aku bg penampar je.
nyte. i am crashing now. sweet dream peeps!