i woke by 5am, i cant really sleep. by 6am everybdy dah bgun. mmg kami plan nak jemaah beramai2, bertakbir raya as usual.
abg ngah imamkan solat. penuh ruang tamu mak yg basically tak la besar mana pun.masing2 was so in deep wit own tot. selesai solat, kami bertakbir raya. anak2 abah yg lelaki, we take turn bertakbir raya - jst exactly the way we did all dis while, semasa abah around. now dat he is no longer around, it is our tggjwb to keep dis goin.
aku rindukan abah. esp waktu2 mcm ni. rasa kosong sgt. abah shld ere now. abah shld be arnd like he used to. he's the source of strength. for me and for all of us.
its still raining. aku akan ke kubut abah after solat raya nanti. since by ptg nanti, aku dah nak balik Ipoh.
aku hope mak ok. since semua adik2 aku r in dis time around. penuh rumah mak. and mak as usual wont leave the dapur and will sure all of us well fed.
salam eid ul adha. maaf zahir dan batin.