aku bangun sahur awal today. thus - after a bit of tahajud and hajat, aku decided nak tdo la kejap, soon - tunggu Subuh yg lambat lagik nak masuk. sedar tak sedar dah hari ke-4 ari ni kita berpuasa. cepat sgt masa berlalu, God sake.
dis Ramadhan is a bit tough bg aku. tak mcm semester2 yg lepas - aku bertanggungjwb (i mean - aku can opt for cldnt careless about the whole thang if i want to) to at least finish up my topics before aku leave, which if by end of Aug./or early of Sept. penat sket la. like everyday ko ada kelas.. tp tak pe lah. at least aku blah nanti wit a clear mind, a clear conscience. bukan aku tak percaya on others deliver my topics - but i gez dis is my specialty, and my major - at least aku shld do the best, and leave the whole thang in good condition.
and saper to lead the programme after aku leave, saper nak ajar and such - aku mls lah nak fikir. bukan keje aku pun..
it is nice to be where i am at now - aku had no problem workin wit others. far as aku concern lar.. tp tak pe lah. its about time aku leave, and go on wit life. so be it. dah rezeki aku ke lain. its better aku leave at time like dis, rather than when shyte happens - and aku blah. u knw wat i mean.
teakwondo as usual. and.. aiyoo. its Ramadhan.. sekejap je kot. i am sure thgs will be jst fine. and after dat - aku will leave for Bagan Serai, to mak's. kak yang and family, Soleh will be there too. tak sure about cik's and the fmly. but i hope he'll be back jugak lah. and kak ngah's minimons as well. i cant wait for the get-together. and berbuka, bersahur sama. w'pun abah tak der tahun ni, and dis is the first year kitorang berpuasa w/o abah around - at least mak is still sihat and around. i am not sure how mak takes it - aku did asked but she kept tellin dat she's ok. ntah la - harap2 mak btol2 ok. tho aku tau - for sure, she'll succumb to the feelin of loneliness, sadness etc.
and ngah awal2 lagik dah anta msg, 'along nak mkn apa? mak and ngah nak masak' kinda thang. whoaaaa.. its like surga dia atas dunia mcm tu. haha.. and i bet ngah did ask the same thang to kak yang, i think.
and again - i cant wait.
time for barber again. kejap je rambut ni dah tumbuh, and aku cant help rasa rimas etc. tgk la. kalo sempat i'll do the head thang after teakwondo. or else - nanti kat Bagan Serai je larr..
err, crashing time. lama lagi nak tunggu Subuh. nyte! and hav a great weekend, guys.