i stopped by Bukit Bunga to hav a breakfast, and as usual - i took some time to peep into the Facebook and such - when i stumbled into a heart breaking news, dat i lost another stdnt of mine, Yusaini Amer.
he is a nice young man. sweet. very polite. he was sucha a fav among the others for his smart way of thnkg yet giler2. kalo salam dgn aku tak pernah lupa utk cium tgn - somethg yg a bit susah to find dat kinda quality in youngsters nowadays. he is closed to me - dia anak sedara a fren on mine; Fahmy Anuar - and upon knwg dat, aku lagi ligat 'bully' him waktu dlm kelas dulu.. asking q's and such. and kalo tak dpt jwb, i'll go like 'nanti saya report kat pak sedara' and the class will go bursting into laughter. and i remember loving the moment seeing him turning red, tersipu2 tak tentu hala.
he will definitely came around to my place kalo dia dtg ke ofc jmpak Amer - his penyelaras kumpulan. we will hav some off track gossips, and he will tell some tales. Yusaini selalu mengajuk aku wit 'kannnnnnn' on each thg aku said. we always picked on one another each time jumpak.
yet he never goes over board. apa2 sekali pun, at the end of it - he will shake ur hand, and cium tgn respectfully. i am so proud of him.
last coupla nites, time aku jadi juri utk Pertandingan Sketsa - aku stumbled into him. dia dah semester 4, posting PKS KK Buntong and he travelled everyday. upon seeing me, dr jauh dia angkat tgn. he came around, salam and we chatted for a while. i cant really remember thgs we chatted on, for aku a bit kelam kabut wit thgs. and suddenly he was off and aku din see him around anymore. and still - aku tak amek port sgt knwg dat i will still be able seeing him around, esp bila dia posting to Psikiatrik Ward.
but i was wrong. hes gone forever. aku still kinda shocked. and i am sad. aku still terbyg2 his crazy, witty looks. and a bit nerdy at the same time. baru aku perasan yg lately Yusaini posted a few status regarding dia serik naik moto since kerap havin small xcdnts. and finally he ended up the whole thg, wit dat bike as well.
aku still didnt get the whole pic of wat happened.. tp kwn2 dia ckp he had an xcdnt around Tol Jelapang, otw ke Penang.
dis is the 3rd incident for me. Muaz and Kifli, my own stndts. and now Yusaini - bdk Amer, tp very close to me. semua yg baik2, semua yg tak dak masalah.
and it keeps me wonder.
Yusaini, now dat ur gone - i am grieving and it is sucha a great lost. semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatNya, mengampuni dosa2 dan moga dijauhkan segala fitnah kubur dan api neraka. semoga ditempatkan bersama mereka yg beriman, bertaqwa dan beramal soleh. ameen ya rabb.