aku rasa sgt penat. imagine semlm tdo lambat, and hardly pejam mata.. by 4.30am aku dah kat ofc since i need to be in Putrajaya by 8.30am. and the whole day i was there in Menara Prisma - and by 5pm, baru kuar from the building. 8.30pm - baru smpai rumah. aku din get the chance to think of anythg at all - aku jump into the towel - and off under the hot shower. isya', had my lite dinner, and now ere i am - thinking dat i shld be doin thgs yg tak siap there in Putrajaya tadi, but now - i dun think i wld pun.
byk benda yg aku nak buat - proposal research nak kena tgk balik. and aku tau - if i bring dis all back to the ofc, i wont be havin the chance to see thru any pun. and furthermore - esok aku byk kelas.
finally aku dah terima surat lantikan as Ketua Program Sains Tingkahlaku. menanggung je pun - since bos aku cuti rht tanpa gaji and akan terus pencen by end of April 2013. so, aku terpaksa buat dua kerja rite to end of April. hope thgs will be ok. aku tau - keje aku sendiri pun tak menang tangan. and i dun keen of dis pun. but since dis is the chance - to learn somethg new and such - aku take it as it la kot.. see how i can deal wit it.
aku rasa lapang sket now. been thnkg about a lot of thgs on the way back tadi. while the others r sleeping - aku tak plak bley pejam mata - tho penat dah terasa. perhaps therfe r so many thgs in my head jgk la kot..
i am one lucky man. in my situation - not many ppl will hav wat i am havin now. and aku will definitely appreciate thgs dat i hav now, and i am not regret of anythg, at all.
nak iron baju. esok baju Melayu. kelas 2jam. 2 meetings. perhimpunan mingguan. CME ptg. and perhaps, aku nak pi gym.
hav a good rest ppl. nyte!