Friday, August 17, 2012

raya? sigh.

finally aku kat rumah ngah. kak yang dah smpai 2 hari lps lagik. cik smpai mlm esok. mak pun kat sini. and apparently - mak does not dat keen to raya kat kampung pun.

mmg aku xpcted so pun. and aku tak kisah - asal adik2 aku around, and mak wldnt left alone. aku tau mak still adjusting to her new surrounding wit out abah - every one of us do, too. and mak baru ni pun dah sound kat aku, yg each time dia balik Kubu Gajah - she cant help to feel so sad. and alone.

so raya ni, kak ngah volunteer jadi host for all of us. and ere we r - all of us, wit out abah - shall celebrate raya as it is. aku pun din feel like celebrating, tp for the sake of the fmly - aku jst go wit the flow.

aku cant imagine how its gonna be on the first day raya - we used to berjemaah Subuh the whole fmly, takbir raya bersama-sama, and abah lead us away. now dat abah dah tak dak - it looks like me who shld take abah's place.

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tolong ngah and yang kat dapur ealier. mak keep thgs to herself, ngah ckp mak tak brp sht. batuk and slightly feverish. aku nak talk to mak - tp biar dulu la.. i knw mak well. she looks as if shes having the whole whole in her head.

enuff wit the playground. aku dah nak balik. dat means - all the.monimonsters as well. aku tau they will rengek malas nak balik rumah etc, tp be it. aku dah penat. perhaps aku shld used 'tak nak balik, no bunga api tonite'.

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selamat berbuka puasa, kawan2.


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