after sahur, aku malas plak rasa nak tdo. so aku lepak2 jap, and aku ended up merayau2 bilik abah. the first time aku masuk bilik since aku smpai rumah mak. everythg is in order - the books, the meja study and such. mak has been keeping thgs well, jst exactly the way it is. mak tdo dgn all of us kat ruang tamu, so bilik mak abah left empty.
Subuh masuk, and mak ajak semayang sekali. mak mintak aku jadi imam, and aku did. standing there kat mana abah selalu solat, using his own sejadah and such - i am sure how to describe it. it feels like a whole responsible falls on me. somethg like dat. aku finish up the solat, wirid dan berdoa.
and only then aku sedar mak teresak2 menangis kat belakang aku.
aku salam mak, cium tgn mak as usual. aku asked mak why, and she told me - tak de pe. she said she feels kinda 'sayu'. aku ucap Selamat Ulang Tahun Kelahiran to mak, aku cium pipi mak. aku stayed there for a while, and then aku went off to my room. i am not sure if i did the rite thang - perhaps i shld stay. or perhaps i shd talked to her. or maybe - i dun knw, i believed mak needs some space on her own, thus aku left her for a while.
done wit Yassin for abah, aku masuk tdo balik. aku need to utilize dis time properly, before budak2 neh bangun and cari aku. and ganggu aku tdo. and makes me serabut kepala otak. ari ni, mak decided nak balik rumah ngah at Bagan Serai, and berbuka puasa there. better off la kot, since Bagan Serai - Ipoh tak la jauh sgt.. ever lps berbuka pun aku sempat pecut balik Ipoh and dat'll take me around 1.5hrs je. kalo dr Kubu Gajah neh - jenuh la jugak..
its off day, today. Nuzul Quran. yay!
aku, angah, cik
wit mak abah at KLIA.
time tunggu kak yang balik UK.
wit whole family
in Shah Alam - mlm kak yang smpai dr UK
in Shah Alam S7.