nthg is exciting if u knw wat is the outcome - is gonna be. u keep wanting to knw how thgs will play out, keep askin to see the future.
but Allah doesnt giv anyone the power to knw the future, becoz life becomes maddeningly boring when u knw everythg, upfront.
so - instead of strugglin, enjoy the uncertainty. the unknowing. to be alive, means to not knw.