its all in ur head?
wat is trust? hav u ever think about it? hav u ever wish, hoping ppl will trust in u? and u keep on sayin 'u hav to trust me' or 'u dun trust me' kinda thang - yet u dun giv it a shyte wat does dat mean, to u? or to others? its subjective, alrite. trust - for me - jst like respect; u dun deserve em both. who the hell r u anyway? but u gain em well. u gotta work for em both. u gotta act, u gotta behave coherently, relevantly to wat ur sayin. for otherwise - words will always be jst words. ppl will definitely lose the respect on u. and they wont go trust in u, anymore. any longer.
for me - trust is both an emotional and logical act. emotionally - its where u expose ur vulnerabilities to others; but believing they'll not take advantage of ur openness. where as - logically - it is s'thg else. then again - i always believe dat trust is a bit of both. i trust u b'coz i've experienced ur trustworthiness and b'coz i've faith in human nature. too ideal, aye? bulshait.
we feel trust. emotions associated wit trust, including companionship, friendship, love, agreement, relaxation of mind, comfort at heart and such. but the again - as i said before - trust is sthg subjective. there r always numbers of different ways on how we can define trust - and its up to u.
trust me - nbdy deserve trust. its sthg dat u gain. wit trust - there'll be respect. and wit respect - there'll be love. and when there's love; there'll be life.
crashed at 11pm, ended up at Harmoni by 3am in the morn. i hate it alrite. but i hav no choice. by 5am, aku dah kat rumah. cant sleep. feelin numb. i was hoping for somethg good.. i mean - i was tryin to find for somethg good to hold on to - to start the whole day, nicely. and i was thinkin dat i am gonna be alrite. not until i stumbled into some shitty thang - perhaps i dun need to knw - but then, finally i did. i jst did.
'thank you' will be a damn perfect phrase for it, i think.
dat aint biggie. i aint say a word. life's like dat. and i jst hav to move on. wit wats left in me. and around me.
hav a pleasant day, peeps!