u ever think? heh.
perhaps, so. may be i shld quit of thinkin too much. some ppl says dis is 'normal', but its killing me, really. i started to think of all the possibility, the not-so-good thgs and such. i am tryin so hard to drown my head wit all the good thngs, the positive sides of all thgs - but darn i am jst a plain flesh and blood. no matter how much i keep on pressin thgs from botherin my head - it keeps on poppin up to the surface - like every now and then.
darn i gotta cool down a bit, i think.