10mins past midnite - i was in bed earlier, tossing up and down - wit the tot if i keep on doin dat, i'd finally drift away to my MumuLand. but it proves wrong - i hardly close my damn eyes. wandering around - wonder wat to do, when i shldve be in bed by now. i am havin a long journey up - and i wont stand a chance to drive well, if i keep on like dis.
theres so many thgs in my head now. and a bit of hole of emptiness in me, as well. i wish i cld jst run away from all dis.
Ya Allah, gimme strength.