i aint sure how to deal wit it. when ppl trust u no more - in no matter wat u do, wat u say and such. and no matter u telling the truth - as if theres nothg left in for u to keep - yet the results r still the same.
am i dat bad? y cant ppl take me as wat i am now - and not for wat i've been thru before? y cant ppl take me and know me as wat i am and wat i am gonna be, where i am heading - rather than punishing me for wat i am, before?
dammit shait, i jst hate myself, for God sake.