i am tryin to go on normally wit watever comes to me today - but deep down, i still feel numb. the guilty feeling, i want to turn thgs back like before - the laughter, the jokes and such - and every single thang. and i am tryin so hard - yet, i dun know.. or may be dis is nthg to do wit me - for everybdy had their own problems. ntah la.. i really hope thgs r gonna be jst fine. i am scared, i am worry. i used to take a 'couldnt careless' nyer attitude - but i aint anymore. and i think it is good for me..
i am looking forward for the weekend. i cant wait.
its been a while. really.