Tears And Rain
how I wish I could surrender my soul
shed the clothes that become my skin
see the liar that burns within my needing
how I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold
how I wish I had screamed out loud
instead I've found no meaning.
how I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind
hold memory close at hand
help me understand the years
how I wish I could choose between heaven and hell
how I wish I would save my soul
I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain
all pleasure's the same - it just keeps me from trouble
hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble
it's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.