Sunday, August 30, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
aint kinda the day dat i really wanna go thru, God sake. i was so hooked up wit dammit-so-many-thgs rite on by the time aku punched in at 7am, up till now. even now pun - aku kena draft dis surat - yang aku mcm.. heh, meluat lar! draft2 surat ni so not me. the meeting jst now was like so-so je.. it aint easy when u hav to chair the meeting.. and the rest of the AJKs r like.. ur seniors yg 'mcm tin kosong', yr own colleagues 'yg pandai ckp keje tak buat', yg i-know-all kinda person and such. heh. aku sah-sah la byk senyum tadik, pahala - w'pun deep down, aku rasa nak sawan Tuhan je yg tahu.
budak2 health system research (HSR) finally dtg jumpak all their penyelia - itu pun lepas Mr Bong kuar surat bagai. and again - the whole bilik lecturers were like cramp wit students, including mine. aku senang - ko dtg wit otak kosong, apa pun tadak, anta proposal kajian yg ko sendiri tak faham mender nak kaji - out of the room, pls. and go get a proper life. heh. mls dah aku nak layan student2 yg asyik nak kena spoon-feed je all the time. dis aint Sekolah Rendah (J) Tamil ke haper.. heh. geram arrr..
cant wait for the workin hrs to be over. nak balik, jump into my short, lepak2 dpn idiotbox waiting for iftar.
and trow - its gonna be a long journey then!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
i look like a freaking nerdy today - bangun lambat, tak sempat nak put on my lenses - ended up i am walkin in to work wit my specs on. damn. hate it.
Monday, August 24, 2009
kinda bz day today. but i thank God for it aint boring, God sake. thgs went smoothly enuff, and i was kinda like day like dis, alrite. i aint keen of liking Monday dat much - but today - heh, so so lah.. coupla thgs happened and i was still in sate of 'in the cloud nine yet refused to come down' kinda thang. erm, nice thgs wldnt happen everyday, rite? so i am enjoyin every bit of it, indeed.
in pink today - not really pink, but kinda pink. heh. not realizing dat i am havin 2hrs tutorial 8 to 10am. i was like - erk, i am pink. how am i gonna go teachin? i know it aint big deal - but.. heh, its ok. only brave and sexy in pink, someone told me. haha.. yeah rite.
it was rainin all petang. din hit me alrite - for it aint got nothg to do wit me pun. aku pun tak berapa nak sgt merayau2 di psr ramadhan wit all dis H1N1 thang around u - bein in crowd is the last thg i wanna do.
eager to face tomorrow.. for wat ever it brings me alrite. i am not like dis all the time. but lately.. erk - stop lookin at me like dat. ppl change, aye?
and i think, i am. for good. for life aint dat long, we gotta make it worth it God sake.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
shall be leaving the building soon. think i've packed myself well - i mean - wit all stuff yg aku shldnt bring back home (yet i am) but i do dis time around.. a bundle of formative paper to mark, a file of questions to go thru before submit em all to SUP, and coupla thgs more. i left my camera somewhere, so i cant bring it back home.. so no taking pics around the house and of all the minimonsters, too. ermm..
u ppl hav a great Ramadhan then. a mean - it shld be startin well, to end up well too, i think. and hav a bless one indeed. jgn lupa terawih!
will be back, when i am there kat kampung then.
Ramadhan dtg lagik. and i cant contain the feelin inside - the joy - i dun know. theres a different feelin each time Ramadhan pops in. and today - i mght be as well as takin a half day je at work - for i am leavin for kampung.. kak ngah and her troops, cik and his troops will be inas well. bet mak abah will be at the top of the world. and dis wld be the best time of all - for bein able to celebrate the first day of Ramadhan, out for terawih sama2, bersahur ramai2 and berbuka too.. i've been around and bersahur/berbuka on my own is not somethg dat i want, really. wonder wat mak will cook for us. usually - she'll never left out her 'telur masin' and 'acar limau' (damn my fav!) for she knows none of us really do wanna eat during sahur.. except for Kimie - damn! he really eats like a horse. tp at 12pm - dah start tarik muka nak berbuka poser. haha
nthg much in the office. i a gotta finish up coupla thgs for next week nyer classes, visits and such. other than dat - i do believe i am havin my head there in Fraser still - somewhere around the spooky clock tgh2 jalan tu. di Pusat Bandar Bukit Fraser (katernyer!). heh.
and before its too late - for all out there - Selamat Menunaikan Fardu Ramadhan.. may dis time around wld be the better one, insyaAllah.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
ppl dat know me well, know well enuff dat i am sort of devoid of coupla thang when it comes to all dis sort of superstitions, co-incidence, 'tak sengaja' kinda thang and paranormal inclinations. i dun believe in ESP, ghosts (erk..), mythical creatures and erm - UFO. ok - can i kick the UFO off from the list now - i do think they r exist, anyway. hahaha.. but then - i dun "believe" dat much in science - rather i hav a bit of foundation in scientific theory and principles wit a pretty decent of understandin of the universe we live in. yet again - i dun claim to know or understand everythg and even if i dun know wat caused the Big Bang - i am perfectly fine wit my lack in scientific explanation for it. regardless of all dis - my entire week, last week - has been pretty darn weird.
the rest of the week was full of lil co-incidence. no. dun look at me dat way. not dat i am now sort of believing in one - but, heh - can i jst use the word, now? once? i remember theres one day when it turned out to be yet another unusual day. i dun know wats in the air but for some reason - i was treated extremely nice while i was there in the office, during the graduation thang, even when i went to the Giant for my grocery stuffs. i know everyone has days when ppl seem extra nice (or extra mean) but i am talkin about free meals - u sit there havin ur meals and realized s'one paid it all for u, yet ur not sure who kinda thg, s'one say 'hi' and break the ice during ur shoppin and pushin-the-trolley moment and at the end of it - ur wondering 'heh, saper eh.. rasa mcm kenal'. ppl were so nice nice dat i kept wonderin is s'thg was wrong wit me.
but then - i was glad. thinkin back - i've stopped questioning why dis and why dat. like i said - i dun believe in anythg. i mean - most of the thang. but then again - theres one thg dat i know. and i do believe in it as well. i do believe i am ere for a purpose. i do believe everythg happens for a reason. i do know dat i hav managed to overcome some pretty tuff hurdles wit support from fmly and a ton of luck. lots of strange thgs happen in my life dat i cant seem to explain. however, the fact dat i dun understand y s'thg happens, doesnt mean i am goin to believe it happened of some mystical miraculous reason.
life is jst plain weird. it is.
i went thru Reader's Digest (Aug. 2009) and came up to dis nice short article. and i wanna share it well, wit u guys..;
Irritating Phrases In English.
Can you add to these often-used and annoying phrases? The list was compiled by Jeremy Butterfiled in Damp Squid: The English Language Laid Bare (Oxford University Press).
- at the end of the day..
- fairly unique
- at this moment
- i personally..
- it's a nightmare
- it's not rocket science
- with all due respect
- shouldn't of
annoying. and irritating, aye?
i bet i can add more, better off. God sake.
..and finally aku decided not to go then. i mght as well stayin back at home and hav my schedule, re-scheduled. i'll be doin wat i shld be doin all dis while, i shld be writing a lil bit more today, i think. drink more OJ and watch the goggle-box too, perhaps. and do the laundry. and read coupla mags i shldve been readin em all well, yet i din get the chance of doin so. or mght as well - ended up travellin more to the MuMu, perhaps. barber soon. and gym/jog before i off to the swimmin class.
and i shall be packin up for trow, and the day after.. tnite.
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shldve be in the office. or - i shldve be on the road for clinical visits/supervision. but i aint feelin like doin so. may be i shld - a lil bit late tho. or perhaps - may be i wont. heh. i dun know. i jst dun feel like doin anythg at all. malas sgt2..
kelas smlm pun - i went there for the sake of i din go there for a bout a week now, since i was hooked up wit thgs, lately. i dun really enjoyed it then. tak ramai org pun. balik rumah, golek2 dpn goggle-box, off to MuMu early.
and i jst cant wait for trow..
Monday, August 17, 2009
yeah - Monday morn. u dun hav to tell me dat. its the first day of the week alrite. usually i used to kinda hate it well. u know wat i mean - the hang over post-weekend kinda thang... but dis time around - heh, i think i am gonna love Monday alrite. class for 2hrs on Stress and Management, clinical for coupla hrs around the psych. setting and off i shall leave for gym and jog and at nite - its gonna be my photography class. damn - talkin about the photography classes - dah dkt seminggu aku ponteng - since aku bz dgn papers, convo and such. the same thang wit kelas renang. i am gonna kick-off back again at full blast, starting dis week. and yayyy!! dis Wed- Thursday - i am gonna be on leave. Fraser it is!! huhu
it was a great weekend, yeah. i managed to hav kinda good break yeha - suits me well, after the papers and all the tiring week. went of for GI Joe. heh - i aint gonna talk about it alrite. it was a great time. but a bad choice. the thg is - lama dah aku tak tgk wayang kat Ipoh neh.. hehe
gtg. catch u later.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
the day went well. first paper at 9am - aku rasa i did well. not much problem, i supposed. but the second paper at 3 - i din expect such questions wld turned up. such a pissed. but then again - i managed to pull thru. and i managed to 'fill up all the empty pages', betul salah - itu lain cerita lar, kan? heh.
off to the clinic as aku shld be. for the first time - aku comply to the TCA date. nothg much. and nthg new. came back home wit nthg in my head. numb.
try doin some readin, it din go rite into my head.. i gez i need not to waste no time. shall be headin MuMu soon, and try again - to sit and do the readin at 3am, perhaps.
no. i wont go grumblin again. it wont help. and it wont be rite.
2 papers today. at 9am and 3pm. i've went thru em all - the notes, modules, the conteng2 at all pages et al. now its the matter of sama ada they stuck in there and able to drain out soon je.. i hope it aint stuck there and refuse to come out dah la.. or i thk it stucks in there, but it is somewhere else.. matilermelk! mintak simpang!!!
wish me luck. i need the whole wide world kinda luck, today. not only today - for trow and a day after trow. i know i'll be OK. but the feelin deep down - damn! i am not sure if i am OK now, God sake.
btw - yeah.. wish me luck, eh. think i need some. i mean - a real lots of it.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
for some reason - i am feelin much better - physical and emotionally. i normally wont go buyin words from ppl about dis and dat about me. words as for me r jst words - they cld sometimes never mean a thang. ppl jst playin wit words for they love doin so. ppl jst put thgs nicely for they know the power of words, hell yeah.. - but dammit tonite - i aint sure wats up wit me then. i jst cant find any suitable words to portray the feelin alrite. some words r jst like melting me down and i feel so damn freakin helpless. heh. it aint a bad thang alrite. i jst love it - the way it is..
reading thgs on Personality Psycho. nope - dats not the paper for trow.. its for Sat. too many chapters to cover dat for the first time around - aku mcm kaget sket. but again - i knw i'd be doin alrite, insyaAllah. i know my capabilities pretty well. paling2 malas, tak bley masuk otak - aku tido je lah!! and mlm ni - around 10pm jap lagik - aku rather off for MuMuLand.. since gotta wake up at 3am and do my thang.. last minit maaa!
life's strange. and its weird alrite. unpredictable. ur down in deep shait only to know dat it wldnt be dat bad. ur down in deep shait only to know - damn! u really learn a lot, and it'd be a fool.. a real fool, if u din learn a thang.
i shall thank God then. for thgs He brings me.
i'll be snapping more, on my own - insyaAllah.. and i jst cant wait.
cant help thinkin the trip - next week to Fraser. it is the last thg i wanna do, hell yeah. i am takin off days for the trip - hope it'd be great. i've been wanting to go up there for so long - i got lots of ample time, chances yet i dun really put an effort in it God sake.. time2 mcm ni baru la kelam kabut arrange dis and dat. then again - i still hope its gonna be worth. heard theres nthg much up there.. but yet - it din change my mind, really.
i wont go wishin for anythg else, after dis.
Official Symbols - Bunga Raya
The national flower of Malaysia is the hibiscus, or bunga raya. The flower is found in abundance throughout the country, and for this very reason, was chosen to be the national flower (in 1960) by Malaysia's first Prime Minister, Tunku Abdul Rahman.
There are many varieties of the hibiscus, but the five-petaled Hibiscus rosa sinensis was chosen above the others, as the most symbolically relevant. The five petals of the bunga raya symbolise the Rukunegara (the Five Principles of Nationhood), while the colour red represents courage.
It is believed that the flower first arrived in Malaysia via trade from its original home in the Far East sometime before the 12th century.
- from AllMalaysia.info.. yet the pics r mine larrr! heh.