i started to think dat i am kinda freak. idiot. i keep on looking at the handphone screen - hoping for somethg. deep down in the heart - i keep on tellin myself - there'll be nthg. but then, i jst cant help myself. i hate dis alrite. i am alrdy a fool. and dis cant help be any better.
mum asked me if everythgs ok. obviously - i do think she noticed somethg wierd then.