i am having my follow up in Medical Out-Patient Depart. (MOPD) trow early morn., and to tell u the truth - i never been dis seriously anxious about the whole shait. i am not sure if i am scared, but i think if i really am - then dats the real word to describe the whole situation. and i hope the docs/specialists wont throw me any i-cant-wait-dat-long kinda another to-come-again appntment anymore, for i cldnt bear wit dis headache, any longer.
wish me luck. i jst hope i'll be havin a real good sleep tnite. for wit dis kinda feelin inseide of me - i aint sure if i can.