i think i am alrite - rite until when these 4 students yg aku jaga (for 2mnths only) dtg jumpak aku.. they again failed in one to two papers (after re-sit paper last week). i lost words. i jst dunno wat to say. or do indeed. more of the time - i mean, in dis case, the stdnt will be 'sending' home and followed by termination nyer letter.. they wont be able to further up, unless rayuan dorg dipertimbangkan. i went to the class - and dat was then biler it blew up my whole top; aku terdgr some voices from with-in the group (bila aku tny where's the 4 ppl yg failed tu); sayin dat 'dorang dah balik kg..', 'dorang tgh pack barang..' and such - which really pissed me of. i cant believe they r sayin dat! their own frens from their own group drop dead on the faces - cldnt get the chance to further up - and dis boys r makin fun of it!! i feel so angry. so sad - for they din hav any respect. let alone some empathy inside.
for Azyan, Fazelah, Fadley Tohit and Kennedy - dis aint the end of the road. i mean - dis aint the end of the life, either. if u remember wat i told the whole class about usaha, doa dan takdir - u'll definately understand the whole situation. i know u ppl r so damn sad - but i believe there's sort of hikmah at the back of all dis. dun lose hope. u never know how it feels like to be at the top, when u dun even know how it feels like to fail. and to sukses in life - one has to go thru all bulshait first. dis might not yr future. but i know - theres so many chances out there for u to explore.
its hurt. really.