its 5.50 in the morn., and its Monday.
i cant really sleep last nite. crashed by 1am, i had my eyes closed yet the mind was all over places. it was like i cand "switch off" the brain for a lil while and hav a rest. it was like u had ur eyes closed but u were thinkin of random thgs here and there, and theres nthg dat u can do about it. i was literally tossin up and down when finally i gav up, and it was alrdy 5 sthg.
i knw it is not gonna be good. it is gonna be a long day today - i shld be on the road dis morn., but i still gotta go to the ofc since ada presentation research by ADMN Sept 2017, and bdk2 bwh seliaan aku kept sending me msgs like "sir, u need to be there for us. we need u" kinda shyte. apart of bein one of the panel, i knw i can skip dis. but all those msges - perhaps i jst need to tunjuk muka for a lil while, shower the stdnts wit good words and such, and i leave.
the worst part about all dis shyte in mind, and wit me lackin of sleep - aku hate myself when i mght be ended up bein groggy and fussy kinda bitch. which i hope, i wont. thgs r all in my hand i knw, and i will make sure thgs r fine inshaAllah.
i am off for a shower.
hav a good Monday, peeps. salam Subuh.