get out of bed. go get some better clothes. put it on. write one sentence. and write the sentence after dat. keep writing. for u jst hav to. and dat makes u feel way better. find someone. talk to someone. hear me well. pour ur chest out. tell em of ur day. things u wanna do. thgs u like. and thgs u dun like. go to the thg u said u'd go to. avoid doin the thg u said u wldnt.
coz it'll hurt u in return.
open the curtain. go to bed when u planned to. and before u do - forgive ppl who dun deserve to be forgiven and then forget em. sounds fuckin easy - to forgive and to forget. but trust me - u dun hav any choices. but to forgive em and forget. forgive urself as well. yet love em unconditionally. but rmbr to love urself even more. for when they leave u high and dry, u still hav urself. get goin. get movin. gettin stuck on the same track is sucha waste. fuck u - u knw better.
look in-between the cracks to find the reasons y u r here. y u r still here. eat. u need dat. eat properly. and eat alone in public spaces if u need to. u dun go mumbling tellin the world how suck it is to be alone, and havin ur meal on ur own - its beautiful. get on the train. answer ur emails. text ur frens. ur love ones. ur ex-es. or simply avoid em all, all at once.
let go of wat u need to let go of. jst do one thg, in a day - dat moves u closer to bein the person u wanna be.
do the difficult thang. not the easy one. the easy one, the easy fun/love/company will let u live but the difficult thang will kill u - unless u kill it first. and the difficult thang remains in u. forever.
walk out into the light after the long hide, long difficult night - and show the world wat horrible, hideous and terrible damage u hav done. let em fear u. for u still stand still - no matter how fucked up thgs is.
God bless us. me, and u.